It’s the hard knock life.
"apologize to your body.
that’s where the healing begins."
So I don’t know if it’s because I’ve gotten lazy…or maybe higher, but I feel like I’ve lost my passion for everything. Writing, singing, working out, loving life. I feel trapped inside a long black tunnel and I can’t get out. I’ve been trying to record lately, but it’s like I just can’t get into like I was before. I have no voice anymore, no reason to sing my love out. I feel like the only passion left in my life she took with her. I can’t find my song anymore and after making the horrible mistake of texting her just to find out her number had changed, it killed me. I feel like I’m dead inside and I can’t find me. I don’t know what to do, I thought it was something I could get over one day, but truth be told if can’t get over you. You were my dream. I just wish I could end every bit of hurt and pain my heart has. I pray happiness and a new love finds her heart, body, and soul warm tonight. I think just knowing that gives me peace to let go.